This blog serves one sole purpose, to control and keep a record of my diet.
Yes, I am aware that I have gained a cosiderable amount of weight since early this year.
By considerable, it's 7 kg to be exact. And red light is blinking. If I do not take any precautions, I might even end up obese (if I am not already).
Lucky for some people, it is almost impossible for them to gain weight; as for others, gaining weight is only up to a certain limit.
Unfortunate for me, there is no limit.
I remember returning from England almost 3 years ago being 10 kg heavier than when I left. It was a serious issue for me, and I was desperate to lose weight.
If I do not take heed, god knows how heavy I am going to end up, maybe 100kg?
You might say I am shallow, or I am vain. Who isn't?
You might even say I am a fashion victim to be in this slim aneroxic world. Well to be frank, I am concern. I am concern how people look at me and I am concern about my appearance. And I know that when I am not happy about my appearance, or that my appearance does not give me confidence I need, and I can't take it as how it is and accept that fact that I am still beautiful though I'm fat; then it is time to do something about myself, is it time to change.
I am not sure about the ethics behind true beauty. I know that I want to do this for my own good, for health reasons and to serve as a confidence booster. Not for anyone else because I know my friends love me for who I am now even though I am chubby at the moment. :)
So why can't I lose weight?